(;FF[4]AP[Torus2.1.1]US[erin]SZ[9]GN[2021.0]DT[2021-03-10]RE[W+F]PW[erin]PB[jandew];B[ee];W[hg];B[ad];W[af];B[ce];W[id];B[hd];W[ab];B[ib];W[ae];B[bc](;W[dc]C[why play this?

~~TO DIE~~

NO, PAST ME! TO LIVE! TO LIIIIIIIIIVE!](;B[bb](;W[ii];B[cc];W[hf];B[ec];W[bd];B[ac];W[ca];B[dd];W[bd];B[db])(;W[bd];B[ac];W[ca];B[aa]C[?];W[cc];B[ac];W[bb];B[dd]C[white needs to prevent Ba3
](;W[cc]GB[2];B[bb];W[ac];B[bd];W[hf];B[bb];W[cd](;B[ic])(;B[ac]))(;W[bf](;B[ec])(;B[ac];W[bb];B[cc];W[ec];B[ac];W[bd];B[bb]))(;W[db](;B[ac]GW[2];W[bb];B[cc];W[bd];B[bb];W[ac])(;B[gc](;W[cd]GB[1];B[ec](;W[bd];B[ac];W[bb];B[cc];W[cb];B[bd])(;W[eb];B[fb];W[fa];B[ga];W[gi](;B[bi];W[ca];B[db];W[da];B[cc])(;B[fi](;W[gb];B[ea])(;W[ea];B[cc];W[cb];B[db]))))(;W[ff];B[cf];W[cc](;B[cd]GW[2];W[de];B[ac]GW[2];W[bb](;B[dd]GW[2];W[cd];B[ed];W[fe](;B[gd];W[ed];B[ef];W[de])(;B[cb]GW[1];W[ba])(;B[ee];W[ed];B[de];W[ef];B[df];W[de]))(;B[ee];W[bd];B[dd];W[ac]))(;B[ac];W[bb];B[dd];W[cd](;B[fe]GW[1](;W[ed]GB[2];B[cb];W[bb];B[cc];W[bd];B[ac];W[de];B[bb])(;W[de];B[ed];W[gf]C[white has extra piece that black does not want, revert to before BF5]))(;B[hb])(;B[fc]GW[2];W[fe];B[df];W[ef];B[gd];W[ed];B[dg];W[de])))))))(;B[aa]C[White has two options here\:
C1 to continue the creation of the "double ko loop", which white has an advantage on because of D3
or
C3 to head us off in a different direction]CM[]))(;W[bd];B[ac];W[bb](;B[cd];W[cc]GB[2];B[dc];W[de](;B[dd])(;B[df];W[dd];B[aa];W[bd](;B[ac])(;B[dd])))(;B[cc]))(;W[cc]))